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[Sometimes you just need to outsource the Mikey hug energy.]

Its good to see you too! Donald is mad wiggin and needs so much help.

I know, right? It's this whole crazy snake god thing! It jacked him up!

[ He cannot hug Mikey forever in the same way he could not hug tiny Donnie forever with vital things to do. But he'll give him a little noogie for flavor when he pulls back. ]

I got Selfishness set back up, so I came to help Relations out next. Get stuff settled back down a little.

It really did. He's being super weird, even for Donnie.

[Noogie is Acceptable Affection Currency in these trying times.]

But it's good Selfishness is back. That'll help his self destructive tendencies. Now we need Relations to gauge how he interacts with others.

[And sweater is back.]

[ Oh dang it's Doctor Feelings.

That kinda adds up for the setting. ]

Exactly. [ Looking over towards robo Donnie 2.0 to worry on main. Tentacles stop terrorizing his brothers' brain aspects 2023. ] So just pull him out to start, right?

Yes. Both physically and emotionally.

I can't do it or get the tentacles attention, but I can hinder them when they're moving.

[ Physically and emotionally... well Raph is just gonna have to figure out what that means when he gets over there. Because he is not leaving the tentacle zone without a robot safely in his hands. ]

Okay. Let's do this. Raph's got your back, Relations!

[ THERE HE GO TIME TO TRY TO EXCAVATE HIS BROTHER. ]

[The sweater is gone and nunchucks are at the ready.]

[There's a robot brother covered in tentacles.]

[Tentacles that are gonna get real active when he touches them (D20 roll)]

[ Raph can't wait to bury the Kraang tentacle sensations deep in his mind palace with all the other ones after this is over, wow.

But if he let that stop him from trying to yoink a robot out of them, he'd be committing the ultimate big brother crime.

(thanks for the based nat 20, boa holy shit) ]

[There is going to be so much repressed Kraang tentacles after this.]

[Boa really has said Yandonnie has had enough time to play.]

[There is a web of fiery chains to help hold back the tentacles from getting into him, just the horrible brushing of tentacles before they're tied up again.]

[Raph gets a hand on the donbot and there's a twitching of the limbs, the eyes lighting up, as he gets half pulled out, but the tentacles are stubbornly holding on.]

[ He's so much more stuck than little Donnie. Raph guesses there's a metaphor or something in that. He doesn't know. Brain stuff.

But half out is better than all the way stuck no matter how you slice it. And there's no words for how relieved he is to see those eyes light up.

... except maybe "relief." Whatever. Still feeling a lot of it. ]

There he is. Don't worry, Donnie, I'm not goin' anywhere! Okay? We're gonna get you out of this!

[ Still pulling, with a 16. ]

[Mikey is doing his rubesty to keep those tentacles away, buying Raph time.]

[He's gotten most of the Donbot free but the last of those tentacles have dug in and dug in deep.] R-Raph-? [The Donbot has grabbed onto him, the there's a flickering to his face.]

Need the emotions, Raph! The corruption hit hard here! No holds bar!

[ Tentacles keeping him from hugging robot brother. This is oppression. ]

I'm here! You just keep hangin' on!

[ ?? Oh.

Physical and emotional.

As with most issues, that only really comes together in Raph's head now that he's out there in the middle of it. ]

I love you. I'm so proud of you. Nothing's ever gonna change that. Ever. I ain't always great with words either, but I think that kinda works for us? You know I don't say this stuff if I don't mean it.

[ He doesn't have Leo's perception. Mikey's intuition. April's way of getting stuff enough to be able to break it down into pieces that make sense. It's just him and Donnie, putting in the work to lay out straight lines to each other. No talking around the point. No real talent for subtlety. Nice and straightforward.

So he's gonna try something. And if it doesn't help, doesn't work, he'll pick another angle and try that one twice as hard. Again and again. He'll run his face into this corruption stuff until it gets so tired of him it burns out on its own. Trial and error. ]

[ He keeps his grip on Donbot tight. Takes a breath and lets mystic shielding crawl up and over his forearms, not so much for the shielding itself or a strength boost as for the sense of connection. The visualization of it.

They're both here. Him and Donnie. That means they're both trying. Catherine is out here, somewhere, and she's trying.

None of them are doing this alone.

It's gonna be fine no matter what. It has to be fine.

No holds barred. ]

Wanna know a secret?

[ Raph sends out safety through the ninpo.

Not a promise of it. Not a sense of his own protectiveness. Not an attempt at reassurance. Just safety, conceptually. A feeling, a half-memory, a Raph perspective. Things going from terrible to still. Knowing it's okay to close his eyes and lean on someone and breathe, for a few minutes. To go quiet.

Raph sends out safety and safety lights up as clear, unfiltered purple. ]

[Donnie knows Raph doesn't say that stuff if he doesn't mean it. Raph isn't much better than Donnie when it comes to lies.]

[But sometimes he wonders if that straight forwardness might come crashing down. Because once Raph was done with him, he would be done. What if Donnie pushes too far, what if this line he crosses is the one that is too much, what if, what if, what if, the little insecurities that the Corruption twisted from small cracks to gaping holes, until he believed his relationship with his family is only destined to end in heartbreak because he can never be as good as they are.]

[So why not control when it happened?]

[He knows Raph loves him, but how long would it last?]

[But he wanted to reach out, he wanted to hold onto Raph, he wanted to keep these relationships despite the doubts and fears and even the Corruption, and it hurt to resign himself to the destruction in the name of safety and the teal and Kraang dug in deep, kept any shred of common sense down.]

[Then there is red at first, a red that sparks his own purple, that wants to connect, sparking along the robotic form in pixels. Getting stronger, but not there-]

[Not until there is a pure emotion through the ninpo.]

[Another color in the red, not from him, but Raph and-]

[Talking with Raph in the lab about the Donnie Pods and while the technicals clearly go over his head, he can see Raph is paying attention to the way it operates, the special settings in his because he knows Raph will find a way to stay if someone is left behind, and would make sure everyone would get inside so they could be safe.

The pods are partially for his own peace of mind. But he can also see that some of the tension that Raph had been holding since his last fight with Leo was melting away and maybe its not much, but there is always a feeling of happy pride when he can help Raph feel better.]

[Red flashes and connects to purple, energy flaring out around them, banishing the tentacles to the far corners of the room, now losing their pink color, turning teal and slowly withering away.]

[And the Donnie bot goes flying into Raph's arms, face lighting up, movement turning to his limbs as he wraps his arms as best he can and fiercely around his big brother.]

Edited 2023-02-22 09:47 (UTC)

[ SUCCESS. Another little guy freed. The relief cannot be overstated. Another perspective-shift on a memory that he tucks away to have a lot of feelings about.

Raph stumbles backwards, thrown off by the sudden lack of gross tentacle resistance and the momentum of a Donnie flying right on into his arms, but neither of them ends up teetering towards the pit so that's another victory. It counts.

He is more than happy to add another hug to his hug inventory. Each one only makes him stronger. ]

Good hustle out there, boys!

Great job, Raph!

[Donbot is hugging SO TIGHT.]

I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you, I love you, I'm sorry.

[ QUICK THUMBS UP FOR MIND MIKEY. Mind Mikey who we all know full well will get another hug before Raph moves on to whatever comes after Relations because of course he will.

For now, Donnie is the clear and true priority. ]

Aw, bud, I know all that. Promise. I love you too. And I mean, I don't blame you for anything you did to start with, but I also forgive you. 'cause I know sometimes it helps to get that out there.

[ Raph has not forgotten his post-Invasion unnecessary apology tour. Hamato household a stack of people not wanting apologies but feeling a need to give them. Iconic.

He will give every brain Donnie whatever forgiveness level they crave and then he'll do it as needed for whole Donnie in real life. Easy doing. ]

Its stupid and dumb and makes no sense, but its true and its the most annoying thing.

[RoboDon just keeping his face buried to his plastron.]

Sorry I kept you in by making it a threat to everyone else. [He knows that was Especially Rude.]

And that's why thought stuff and feeling stuff live in different area codes.

[ They literally all live in the brain but go off king.

Simply keeps petting Donnie's head. ]

Hmm. Yeah, that did make me mad. You really Raph-proofed me there. [ A confusing and worrying brotrayal, in the moment. ] Just so you know, if you ever hit me with a setup like that for real, I'm gonna ground you so long you gotta ask for directions to remember how to get back to your forge.

[ Yes the one right outside of their team house.

But he made sure to include "for real" in there because obviously it doesn't count when it was driven by an undeterrable, unavoidable, all-powerful dumb snake god cult magic... corruption thing. God he wants to punch the big snake so bad. It went into his little brother's head and it messed with him. No fucking manners. ]

They all live in the brain.

[Not that it changes things because it does FEEL like they live in different parts of the brain.]

It'll be pretty bad if I do hit you with that set up for real, that is a lot of endangerment to try and keep you somewhere. There was always a chance you wouldn't notice, but that's why I figured Hunter was a good next choice, he has good situational awareness, but still, that is a lot of care to not make it an actual death trap.

You could show me the science, but I won't get it.

[ He'll own that. Because he also probably wouldn't listen to all of it. His brain is not built for science. ]

Exactly. It's a no-go. Waste of energy. I big brother better when I got freedom of movement.

I know. It's part of why you were one of the first I went for. Also because I knew I could get Hunter early with the trust everything I say earring and that support would probably be better while I was being self destructive.

[Listen, he was being an asshole, but he was trying to minimize damage.]

Spoken like a contingencies guy.

[ It kinda helps, on some level. Knowing that even in the middle of getting pushed towards all those extremes and awful stuff, part of Donnie was trying to scale back. That it wasn't misplaced to believe he was still in here. ]

So is there supposed to be a bottomless pit in here, or do we also gotta patch that up?

Oh, yes, that's normal. That's where I put all the overwhelming emotions I can't process without time. It throws out puzzles when I'm ready to deal with them. [He points to the assortment of different handheld puzzles near the computer screens of relationship moments, in various states of completion.] Sometimes I hang out down there when I need to just do a job and not focus on feelings.

Like when I need to be Medic Donnie.

But it's part of the normal state of operations here.

[ Obligingly looks over towards the puzzles, then squints back at the pit a little. ]

So it's kinda like your brain vault. I getcha.

[ Everyone's got a brain vault, right, that's just survival necessity. ]

Honestly? I'm really glad that's not new. 'cause I didn't actually have any fix ideas for that.

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THAT BLACK 10 LOOKS LIKE A PURPLE 20 TO ME

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