Donatello "the air bud of war crimes" Hamato (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
othellovonryan) wrote2023-02-13 04:09 pm
othellovonryan) wrote2023-02-13 04:09 pm
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Noise.
It starts as just irritation. A metaphorical crawling under your skin. Things are too noisy, too bright, there is too much happening all the time and you can't take it all in-
It sounds so inviting, a freedom from the noise, but its wrong, its wrong, its wrong and the noise is getting louder, mechanical and foreboding as it sees you, it knows you are there, and it wants to make you apart of it.
For a moment, there is quiet.
You breathe.
And fall through water.
It starts as just irritation. A metaphorical crawling under your skin. Things are too noisy, too bright, there is too much happening all the time and you can't take it all in-
Then silence it, make it yours, make it you, take control and destroy what will not submit
It sounds so inviting, a freedom from the noise, but its wrong, its wrong, its wrong and the noise is getting louder, mechanical and foreboding as it sees you, it knows you are there, and it wants to make you apart of it.
Anatawa hitorijanai
For a moment, there is quiet.
You breathe.
And fall through water.
1/2
I'm here! You just keep hangin' on!
[ ?? Oh.
Physical and emotional.
As with most issues, that only really comes together in Raph's head now that he's out there in the middle of it. ]
I love you. I'm so proud of you. Nothing's ever gonna change that. Ever. I ain't always great with words either, but I think that kinda works for us? You know I don't say this stuff if I don't mean it.
[ He doesn't have Leo's perception. Mikey's intuition. April's way of getting stuff enough to be able to break it down into pieces that make sense. It's just him and Donnie, putting in the work to lay out straight lines to each other. No talking around the point. No real talent for subtlety. Nice and straightforward.
So he's gonna try something. And if it doesn't help, doesn't work, he'll pick another angle and try that one twice as hard. Again and again. He'll run his face into this corruption stuff until it gets so tired of him it burns out on its own. Trial and error. ]