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[othellovonryan]

Noise.

It starts as just irritation. A metaphorical crawling under your skin. Things are too noisy, too bright, there is too much happening all the time and you can't take it all in-

Then silence it, make it yours, make it you, take control and destroy what will not submit

It sounds so inviting, a freedom from the noise, but its wrong, its wrong, its wrong and the noise is getting louder, mechanical and foreboding as it sees you, it knows you are there, and it wants to make you apart of it.

Anatawa hitorijanai

For a moment, there is quiet.

You breathe.

And fall through water.

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[supersmashbro]

Raph's not gonna lose it when he sees The Core, you little-

[ GRUMBLE HUFF ETC ETC

He nabs roboDonnie and energy Mikey by the shells and undrapes them from his person. He gives them loud dumb embarrassing forehead smooches just to be evil. ]

You two behave yourselves out here! [ Raph you are in Donnie's heart you are not in charge. ]

[othellovonryan]

Definitely gonna lose it.

[Donnie nods sagely in agreement.]

[Because little brothers always gotta harass their big bro.]

Ugh, really Raph? I'm not a little kid, you know! [At the smooching because Mikey wants to be seen as perfectly grown up, thank you.]

[Donnie takes to it better, beaming happily because he is here for ANY AND ALL AFFECTION, he is a crystalized aspect.]

We'll be doing a lot better now. Thanks, Raphela.

[supersmashbro]

As big brother, all little brothers are always gonna be little kids to me. No matter how old you get or how many buildings you throw at evil aliens. It's science. Take your kisses and be glad I don't eat you.

[ Relations Donnie gets it!!!

But good.

He's glad neither of them is stuck here alone. It's a whole weird heart brain. Thing. So he guesses it's all Donnie and ugh his brain hurts he's stopping thinking about it. He'll just be glad. ]

Love you guys!

[ Gonna deploy that purple door and head through to The Core! ]

[othellovonryan]

[Have one very pouty Mikey and amused Donnie.]

Love you, Raph! [Because even if he's pouty, he knows Raph will appreciate it with Real Mikey away right now.]

Love you! [Donbot is just here for the love period.]

[And through the door is The Core.]

[Raph will probably pick up the difference of this room. Unlike everything else that had been an amalgamation of different things to express an aspect of Donnie...]

[The Core is instead just a memory.]

[It had been three weeks since the projector had broken. There was no tv, there was no movies, and sure, that didn't mean they were without entertainment. They were industrious kids and even with limited resources, they still found ways to have fun.]

[But their dad used television as a form of escapism and while at times he gave the tv too much attention, he could still mostly be there and present if they really needed him. If he was watching tv, he would know if they were in actual distress. He was easier to pull into fun and games. He may have been addicted to the tv, but he was at least still a physical presence.]

[Their father watching tv was far preferred to the days when he hadn't been able to get out of bed.]

[But the projector had been broken for three weeks, and he had no luck on his scavenging trips, and it had been clear Splinter was suffering without the escapism, starting to go to bed earlier, waking up later, harder to grab his attention.]

[And then Donnie had announced he got the projector working.]

[He had excitedly explained he looked at some of the other appliances and found the patterns and he managed to fix the problem and the projector and tv shows and movies were back.]

[It was the first time Donnie had shown his aptitude for machines. It had also been the most he had ever spoken at once at that age, explaining how he did it. It was after that day Splinter would bring back even broken machines and Donnie would start his passion for tech.]