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[othellovonryan]

"Yello yello, you're conversing with Donatello, inventor extraordinaire. Leave a message after the beep and I'll be with you soon enough."

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[othellovonryan]

Its an incredibly responsible use of power.

....that is another point. I'm not sure I'm comfortable showering over here.

[bluediligence]

My power now. I do what I want.

[ Tilts her head towards him. ]

Is it a... feeling safe thing?

[othellovonryan]

Yes.

Especially since sometimes someone is watching and its very uncomfortable getting water stuck between my battleshell and shell and its really not even a guarantee I'm good with having it off while in your room.

[bluediligence]

[ a little smile. ]

I understand. Well - kind of. It's not the same, obviously, but. Anyway.

If you ever wanna try having your shell off in my room, you can. I can put a good lock on the door. If not, that's fine too.

[othellovonryan]

[He is totally fine with Jon being a voyeur all other times Except When Macking On Korone and also Shell Is Exposed.]

...maybe with a good lock, but...definitely not now.

[bluediligence]

I'll add a good lock to my priority list. No pressure, though, okay? It's only ever an "if you feel comfortable and want to try."

[othellovonryan]

I could make a lock. Give it to you when I want to try.....

[bluediligence]

Oh!

That's a really good idea! That way you know you can trust it.

[othellovonryan]

Exactly.

[And also I don't need to Say I'm doing it, just signal.]

[bluediligence]

Can you take a kiss on the cheek or should I bank it for later?

[othellovonryan]

Hmmmm......

Approved.

[bluediligence]

[ a happy coo! shifts just enough to give him one (1) gentle kiss on the cheek, and then immediately settles right back where he'd originally put her ]

Next question. Not for now, but for future reference. How do you feel about chaste kisses on... say, your hands?

[othellovonryan]

....variable. My sensory issues hit the strongest in my hands, so there has been days I could take hugs, but not able to touch people.

Definitely not licking palms though.

[bluediligence]

Definitely no licking palms. [ She knows better than that. ] How about over bite marks? If I make you bleed ...

Ah, for hand kisses, I could always ask or signal, or we could play it by ear and see. You know I won't be offended if you pull away.

[othellovonryan]

I think that's okay. The biting fuzzes out my brain, so most of it just gets muddled together.

It might be a wait and see. Since it's usually the first hit, it's the hardest to predict.

[bluediligence]

Biting's... weirdly good at that.

[ gingerly prods at one of the marks he's left on her. ]

I didn't think I'd be able to like it. Especially breaking the skin. But ...

[othellovonryan]

It is a fairly common kink.

Though less primal mating behavior and probably a mix of possessiveness and masochism?

[bluediligence]

M-Masochism...

[ that sounds like it should be wrong, and YET ]

I can't even deny it at this point. [ It's just. Having been through what she's been through, with the scars to prove it. ]

[othellovonryan]

Pain and pleasure are active in the same part of the brain. Its common for the two to get a little mixed together.

Its nothing to worry about, as long as you're safe about it.

[bluediligence]

Mmmmn.

[ Should she say something? She kind of wants to. Kind of doesn't.

Does that mean she should? ]

... It's more that -

[othellovonryan]

More than that?

[bluediligence]

... It's more that - with my history specifically. I was surprised with myself.

I was curious. I wanted to try. Intent means a lot, and I knew I'd be safe.

[othellovonryan]

Oh.

Well, yes, of course. I wouldn't just let anyone bite me. Trust is important for this kind of thing.

[bluediligence]

... Yeah.

If almost anyone else bit me they'd probably need a healer half a second later. Can I borrow your hand for a sec?

[othellovonryan]

[Giving her his hand.]

I definitely wouldn't be talking about taking off my shell or getting off with someone I didn't feel safe with.