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[othellovonryan]

"Yello yello, you're conversing with Donatello, inventor extraordinaire. Leave a message after the beep and I'll be with you soon enough."

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[othellovonryan]

....variable. My sensory issues hit the strongest in my hands, so there has been days I could take hugs, but not able to touch people.

Definitely not licking palms though.

[bluediligence]

Definitely no licking palms. [ She knows better than that. ] How about over bite marks? If I make you bleed ...

Ah, for hand kisses, I could always ask or signal, or we could play it by ear and see. You know I won't be offended if you pull away.

[othellovonryan]

I think that's okay. The biting fuzzes out my brain, so most of it just gets muddled together.

It might be a wait and see. Since it's usually the first hit, it's the hardest to predict.

[bluediligence]

Biting's... weirdly good at that.

[ gingerly prods at one of the marks he's left on her. ]

I didn't think I'd be able to like it. Especially breaking the skin. But ...

[othellovonryan]

It is a fairly common kink.

Though less primal mating behavior and probably a mix of possessiveness and masochism?

[bluediligence]

M-Masochism...

[ that sounds like it should be wrong, and YET ]

I can't even deny it at this point. [ It's just. Having been through what she's been through, with the scars to prove it. ]

[othellovonryan]

Pain and pleasure are active in the same part of the brain. Its common for the two to get a little mixed together.

Its nothing to worry about, as long as you're safe about it.

[bluediligence]

Mmmmn.

[ Should she say something? She kind of wants to. Kind of doesn't.

Does that mean she should? ]

... It's more that -

[othellovonryan]

More than that?

[bluediligence]

... It's more that - with my history specifically. I was surprised with myself.

I was curious. I wanted to try. Intent means a lot, and I knew I'd be safe.

[othellovonryan]

Oh.

Well, yes, of course. I wouldn't just let anyone bite me. Trust is important for this kind of thing.

[bluediligence]

... Yeah.

If almost anyone else bit me they'd probably need a healer half a second later. Can I borrow your hand for a sec?

[othellovonryan]

[Giving her his hand.]

I definitely wouldn't be talking about taking off my shell or getting off with someone I didn't feel safe with.

[bluediligence]

[ That gets a smile. ]

I know. It means a lot to me.

[ Shifts very carefully so that she has both arms exposed, and guides his hand half by feel and half by memory to - there it is. One of the old bite scars. ]

[othellovonryan]

[He looks down at the old mark. His thumb traces over the mark.]

Not as clean...

[For all he bites hard, he makes sure to not move his teeth too much. Leaving a clean indentation, not one to tear.]

[bluediligence]

[ a little shiver at the touch. she hums. ]

Wasn't sure how much attention you paid to all of these. [ She knows he knows they're there, obviously. He's observant. But beyond that? Mystery. ]

There's a lot like that one.

[othellovonryan]

Noting a person's physical appearance is markedly easier then trying to determine thoughts and feelings. I make sure to have as thorough a mental picture as I can.

There's not a lot in nature with this jaw structure and size.

[bluediligence]

I'd say that you're welcome to catalogue more, but that'd imply you missed something. [ He hasn't seen all of them, but that's only because he hasn't seen her naked. ]

... [ scratches (gently, no damage done) over another scar ]

Yeah. No. I - can't talk about it well and it'd be a risk to try, but. I. Wanted you to know, I guess. [ ... ] That it's a thing, and it's got meaning for me, and I'm still wrapping my head around it but I'm really, really happy that it's, biting I mean, is a thing I share with you now. A good thing.

... I hope that made sense.

[othellovonryan]

....it does.

Its why I asked you to bite my neck in the first place. [His thumb traces gently over the scare.] Better a positive memory then to be stuck in the bad one.

[bluediligence]

Turn it into something good ...

[ Relaxes, sighing. ]

Honestly, one day it could be- ahh ...

[othellovonryan]

Biting seems to be going pretty good so far?

[bluediligence]

Oh, it's going great.

Which is why I just had Thoughts.

[othellovonryan]

What kind of thoughts?

[bluediligence]

You could bite over the old ones. New, improved, Tellochi-approved. Thoroughly consensual.

... Really hard to hide from nosy friends and teammates ...

[othellovonryan]

There is always make up, but not sure how to not invoke a talk about hiding scars.