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Yes.

Especially since sometimes someone is watching and its very uncomfortable getting water stuck between my battleshell and shell and its really not even a guarantee I'm good with having it off while in your room.

[ a little smile. ]

I understand. Well - kind of. It's not the same, obviously, but. Anyway.

If you ever wanna try having your shell off in my room, you can. I can put a good lock on the door. If not, that's fine too.

[He is totally fine with Jon being a voyeur all other times Except When Macking On Korone and also Shell Is Exposed.]

...maybe with a good lock, but...definitely not now.

I'll add a good lock to my priority list. No pressure, though, okay? It's only ever an "if you feel comfortable and want to try."

I could make a lock. Give it to you when I want to try.....

Oh!

That's a really good idea! That way you know you can trust it.

Exactly.

[And also I don't need to Say I'm doing it, just signal.]

Can you take a kiss on the cheek or should I bank it for later?

Hmmmm......

Approved.

[ a happy coo! shifts just enough to give him one (1) gentle kiss on the cheek, and then immediately settles right back where he'd originally put her ]

Next question. Not for now, but for future reference. How do you feel about chaste kisses on... say, your hands?

....variable. My sensory issues hit the strongest in my hands, so there has been days I could take hugs, but not able to touch people.

Definitely not licking palms though.

Definitely no licking palms. [ She knows better than that. ] How about over bite marks? If I make you bleed ...

Ah, for hand kisses, I could always ask or signal, or we could play it by ear and see. You know I won't be offended if you pull away.

I think that's okay. The biting fuzzes out my brain, so most of it just gets muddled together.

It might be a wait and see. Since it's usually the first hit, it's the hardest to predict.

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Biting's... weirdly good at that.

[ gingerly prods at one of the marks he's left on her. ]

I didn't think I'd be able to like it. Especially breaking the skin. But ...

It is a fairly common kink.

Though less primal mating behavior and probably a mix of possessiveness and masochism?

M-Masochism...

[ that sounds like it should be wrong, and YET ]

I can't even deny it at this point. [ It's just. Having been through what she's been through, with the scars to prove it. ]

Pain and pleasure are active in the same part of the brain. Its common for the two to get a little mixed together.

Its nothing to worry about, as long as you're safe about it.

Mmmmn.

[ Should she say something? She kind of wants to. Kind of doesn't.

Does that mean she should? ]

... It's more that -

More than that?

... It's more that - with my history specifically. I was surprised with myself.

I was curious. I wanted to try. Intent means a lot, and I knew I'd be safe.

Oh.

Well, yes, of course. I wouldn't just let anyone bite me. Trust is important for this kind of thing.

... Yeah.

If almost anyone else bit me they'd probably need a healer half a second later. Can I borrow your hand for a sec?

[Giving her his hand.]

I definitely wouldn't be talking about taking off my shell or getting off with someone I didn't feel safe with.

[ That gets a smile. ]

I know. It means a lot to me.

[ Shifts very carefully so that she has both arms exposed, and guides his hand half by feel and half by memory to - there it is. One of the old bite scars. ]

[He looks down at the old mark. His thumb traces over the mark.]

Not as clean...

[For all he bites hard, he makes sure to not move his teeth too much. Leaving a clean indentation, not one to tear.]

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