Donatello "the air bud of war crimes" Hamato ([personal profile] othellovonryan) wrote2031-09-09 11:46 pm

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[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: right
Nemurune: that makes sense
Nemurune: and that
Nemurune: DOESN'T make you uncomfortable? in the context of uh
Nemurune: this fantasy, specifically
Nemurune: i know you already said it doesn't but i want to be extra sure
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[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: okay
Nemurune: so this is fine
Nemurune: this is cool
Nemurune: what do you




Nemurune: do you have any thoughts about it

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: can you tell me more?

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: full turtlebrain is high up on my list
Nemurune: of things i want
Nemurune: when we're both ready for it
Nemurune: and by high up i mean
Nemurune: it's #1 on the "can't have it yet but for the future" column

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: there are layers to it
Nemurune: i want
Nemurune: to give you everything
Nemurune: everything you could dream of. no need to hold back. just you being able to be 100% who you are in that moment

Nemurune: and
Nemurune: well
Nemurune: one of mine has been "what if i hadn't smacked your instincts"

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: yeah. in your heart

Nemurune is typing . . .

Nemurune: there was no way i was going to actually go along with it, for
Nemurune: multiple reasons, including but not limited to consent
Nemurune: ... the facet of you that deals with relationships propositioned me too, come to think of it


[ and she told him that she'd had A Dream. a fantasy. that she'd tell him about in the waking world. she never did get around to that, did she ...? ]

Nemurune: anyway. i'm starting to realise a startling number of my fantasies play around with consent ... ,,ԾㅂԾ,,

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: Relationships was a sweetheart
Nemurune: Instincts was
Nemurune: spicy
Nemurune: i think it was your scent and uh
Nemurune: i might have bared my throat and chirped at him
Nemurune: went from threat displays to flirting VERY quickly

Nemurune is typing ...

Nemurune is typing ...

Nemurune is typing ...

Nemurune is typing ...

Nemurune: oh
Nemurune: wow
Nemurune: now that you've put it like that it feels so obvious
Nemurune: (ㆆ_ㆆ)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: i'm glad he went for mate (⊙x⊙;)

[ the alternative would have been ... awkward.

and a very, very bad time ]


Nemurune: & im once again learning so much about so many things
Nemurune: having so many thoughts about the things
Nemurune: like
Nemurune: the whole
Nemurune: supervillain fantasy situation
Nemurune: that i accidentally sprung on you at 4am (sorry about that, i blame the painkillers)

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: dare i ask
Nemurune: what kind of fantasies


[ there is ]

[ A DELAY ]

[ while she rereads the rest of those messages several times over, and tries to get the buzzy buzzy buzzy feelings out without exacerbating her injuries ]


Nemurune: back in a minute im going to very quietly scream into a pillow

[ one prolonged aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA later ]

Nemurune: ok back
Nemurune: i think i'm interested in trying
Nemurune: it's

Nemurune in typing ...

Nemurune: i like the idea of being able to explore
Nemurune: the trill of feeling like im in danger, or i could be. the challenge. being pushed, pushing back
Nemurune: with the safety net of knowing that one word from either of us
Nemurune: would stop it immediately, and that any boundaries we set ahead of time would be respected no matter what

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ well

SHE ASKED, DIDN'T SHE ]


[ between her own godawful prior experience and what she remembers of snekmanji ...

ugh. ick. bad. bad. badbadbadbadbadbad. ]


Nemurune: super gross
Nemurune: (・_・”)/\(・_・”) a "no thanks!" hi5

Nemurune: that's a good question
Nemurune: i've never tried roleplay
Nemurune: in this context, that is - drama & acting were fun to dabble in at school
Nemurune: i've had other fantasies without the roleplay element
Nemurune: there was this one dream that stuck with me. with a chase. a hunt. fighting to get away. really making you WORK for it
Nemurune: not long before your heart, actually
Nemurune: it wouldn't have to be that, we've got plenty of options we could explore, but uh
Nemurune: considering the way i woke up from that one
Nemurune: it's
Nemurune: something i'd be interested in. if you are, too.
Nemurune: and i would be willing to try a roleplay if you're into the idea

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: you cant see me but im nodding emphatically
Nemurune: i didn't expect to like the biting as much as i do, let alone biting until blood's drawn
Nemurune: giving or receiving
Nemurune: but they both feel incredible
Nemurune: scratching would probably be okay too, for me

Nemurune: you've got those theater kid vibes, dokkun
Nemurune: whether you're playing villain or mad scientist or both, or something else - i'm not sure i'd make a good villain but heck, i'd be willing to try that too if you wanted
Nemurune: we could lean into heroics/crime for a chase?

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: brain go brrrr
Nemurune: you should! nails grow fast, right? and they're easy to get rid of if you don't like them
Nemurune: i'd
Nemurune: love to see how they'd feel between my wings sometime
Nemurune: 👀

Nemurune: they're FUN vibes
Nemurune: (i have to confess: part of the fun of the heroes vs villains fantasy has been thinking up all the ways you'd have fun with it.)
Nemurune: (the THEATRICS, dokkun)
Nemurune: (the PRESENTATION)
Nemurune: we have so many options here how are we supposed to choose

[personal profile] bluediligence 2023-07-14 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Nemurune: would they get in the way of your work?
Nemurune: human nails can be a real pain sometimes
Nemurune: but part of that is because they break so easily

Nemurune: your honesty is one of the things that i love about you
Nemurune: but THIS is extremely charming

Nemurune: that's true ...
Nemurune: what are you most intrigued by?
Nemurune: out of the things we've talked about so far

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