Nemurune: right Nemurune: that makes sense Nemurune: and that Nemurune: DOESN'T make you uncomfortable? in the context of uh Nemurune: this fantasy, specifically Nemurune: i know you already said it doesn't but i want to be extra sure
Bootyyyshaker9000: If one thing figuring out puberty has taught me it's that people will have all sorts of wild fantasies and they shouldn't be judged for their sexy pretend times. Bootyyyshaker9000: Well okay I learned many things. Bootyyyshaker9000: But seriously, people's kinky stuff helped me guess ninety percent of our whole situation when we hit puberty even if I learned like four times more than I needed too about in theory stuff. Bootyyyshaker9000: You having a kinky fantasy isn't a bad thing and you'd have to do more than have thoughts to make me uncomfortable.
Bootyyyshaker9000: My go to type is cute and mean, and I will pretend to be a mad scientist for fun sometimes. Bootyyyshaker9000: So that is an intersection of interests in theory. Bootyyyshaker9000: Admittedly my dubcon fantasies has been more feral based, but spring does that.
Bootyyyshaker9000: The story is less involved because again, Spring gave it all a very specific flavor. Bootyyyshaker9000: Wanting to pull you into a river or nest, pin you down, utterly ravish you. Bootyyyshaker9000: Just full turtlebrain. Bootyyyshaker9000: You ignoring my warnings because you were to worried about my misery and came to me anyway. Bootyyyshaker9000: Getting trapped for some dumb game thing that we ignored because I couldn't resist my pretty mate. Bootyyyshaker9000: And the whole Bootyyyshaker9000: Breeding kink thing. Bootyyyshaker9000: That sort of thing.
Nemurune: full turtlebrain is high up on my list Nemurune: of things i want Nemurune: when we're both ready for it Nemurune: and by high up i mean Nemurune: it's #1 on the "can't have it yet but for the future" column
Bootyyyshaker9000: I was under the impression. Bootyyyshaker9000: Beyond just being worried about me. Bootyyyshaker9000: But yes, there definitely needs to be more practice.
Nemurune: there are layers to it Nemurune: i want Nemurune: to give you everything Nemurune: everything you could dream of. no need to hold back. just you being able to be 100% who you are in that moment
Nemurune: and Nemurune: well Nemurune: one of mine has been "what if i hadn't smacked your instincts"
Nemurune: there was no way i was going to actually go along with it, for Nemurune: multiple reasons, including but not limited to consent Nemurune: ... the facet of you that deals with relationships propositioned me too, come to think of it
[ and she told him that she'd had A Dream. a fantasy. that she'd tell him about in the waking world. she never did get around to that, did she ...? ]
Nemurune: anyway. i'm starting to realise a startling number of my fantasies play around with consent ... ,,ԾㅂԾ,,
Bootyyyshaker9000: I mean, relationships make sense. My only attempts at being subtle is Bootyyyshaker9000: Very deliberate choices. Bootyyyshaker9000: Instinct I wouldn't have been sure on, I imagine part of it was my scent was on you. Bootyyyshaker9000: But I mean, consent as a kink seems fairly common. Bootyyyshaker9000: That's a pretty significant chunk of BDSM. Bootyyyshaker9000: That's part of why safe words exist. If just going yes, no, maybe were clear signals, you wouldn't need This Is Ultra Serious Yes, No, Maybe. People want to say no without it meaning no.
Nemurune: Relationships was a sweetheart Nemurune: Instincts was Nemurune: spicy Nemurune: i think it was your scent and uh Nemurune: i might have bared my throat and chirped at him Nemurune: went from threat displays to flirting VERY quickly
Nemurune is typing ...
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Nemurune: oh Nemurune: wow Nemurune: now that you've put it like that it feels so obvious Nemurune: (ㆆ_ㆆ)
Bootyyyshaker9000: Oh yeah, that would do it. Bootyyyshaker9000: Submission is prey or mate when it's not family. Bootyyyshaker9000: Instincts doesn't have a lot of wants out of life.
Bootyyyshaker9000: I have been on the internet A Lot. Also consent play is very popular in furry circles.
Nemurune: & im once again learning so much about so many things Nemurune: having so many thoughts about the things Nemurune: like Nemurune: the whole Nemurune: supervillain fantasy situation Nemurune: that i accidentally sprung on you at 4am (sorry about that, i blame the painkillers)
Bootyyyshaker9000: I am too. That would have been awkward. And probably led to really weird fantasies.
Bootyyyshaker9000: The internet is a wealth of information. Bootyyyshaker9000: And porn. So much porn. Bootyyyshaker9000: I was awake, it's no probbles. Bootyyyshaker9000: So did you want to do it in reality? Bootyyyshaker9000: There is a difference between just fantasizing about it and acting it out. Bootyyyshaker9000: So do you just like thinking about it or do you actually want to experiment with consent play?
Nemurune: dare i ask Nemurune: what kind of fantasies
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[ while she rereads the rest of those messages several times over, and tries to get the buzzy buzzy buzzy feelings out without exacerbating her injuries ]
Nemurune: back in a minute im going to very quietly scream into a pillow
[ one prolonged aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA later ]
Nemurune: ok back Nemurune: i think i'm interested in trying Nemurune: it's
Nemurune in typing ...
Nemurune: i like the idea of being able to explore Nemurune: the trill of feeling like im in danger, or i could be. the challenge. being pushed, pushing back Nemurune: with the safety net of knowing that one word from either of us Nemurune: would stop it immediately, and that any boundaries we set ahead of time would be respected no matter what
Bootyyyshaker9000: Gore and vore a whole thing. Which I'm not into, seems gross, but that would be some very confused signals between instinct trying to eat you and normal attraction.
Bootyyyshaker9000: All right. Bootyyyshaker9000: Do you just want to do forcefulness or a villain hero roleplay?
[ between her own godawful prior experience and what she remembers of snekmanji ...
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Nemurune: super gross Nemurune: (・_・”)/\(・_・”) a "no thanks!" hi5
Nemurune: that's a good question Nemurune: i've never tried roleplay Nemurune: in this context, that is - drama & acting were fun to dabble in at school Nemurune: i've had other fantasies without the roleplay element Nemurune: there was this one dream that stuck with me. with a chase. a hunt. fighting to get away. really making you WORK for it Nemurune: not long before your heart, actually Nemurune: it wouldn't have to be that, we've got plenty of options we could explore, but uh Nemurune: considering the way i woke up from that one Nemurune: it's Nemurune: something i'd be interested in. if you are, too. Nemurune: and i would be willing to try a roleplay if you're into the idea
Bootyyyshaker9000: Definitely no thanks. A little light blood play is closest I'm getting and that's really more about the biting itself.
Bootyyyshaker9000: I could see myself enjoying roleplay. The dramatics, the flare, the costumes. Bootyyyshaker9000: It sounds like a great time. Bootyyyshaker9000: As for a chase Bootyyyshaker9000: I do enjoy a game of tag. Bootyyyshaker9000: Certainly had a thought of chasing down the cute but mean crushes. Bootyyyshaker9000: Even if those were fictional characters. Bootyyyshaker9000: But that was more heroics or crime over feral, but that could be fun.
Nemurune: you cant see me but im nodding emphatically Nemurune: i didn't expect to like the biting as much as i do, let alone biting until blood's drawn Nemurune: giving or receiving Nemurune: but they both feel incredible Nemurune: scratching would probably be okay too, for me
Nemurune: you've got those theater kid vibes, dokkun Nemurune: whether you're playing villain or mad scientist or both, or something else - i'm not sure i'd make a good villain but heck, i'd be willing to try that too if you wanted Nemurune: we could lean into heroics/crime for a chase?
Bootyyyshaker9000: The nails do feel strangely nice. Bootyyyshaker9000: Though you say that and I'm tempted to actually let mine grow out some. Bootyyyshaker9000: The biting I wasn't surprised by, just how hard it hits.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Nothing wrong with being a theater kid, Chocochu. Bootyyyshaker9000: We could. We could also do feral. I could just be very chirpy the whole time. Bootyyyshaker9000: Sometimes it is fun to let loose, its just not the way I usually think about.
Nemurune: brain go brrrr Nemurune: you should! nails grow fast, right? and they're easy to get rid of if you don't like them Nemurune: i'd Nemurune: love to see how they'd feel between my wings sometime Nemurune: 👀
Nemurune: they're FUN vibes Nemurune: (i have to confess: part of the fun of the heroes vs villains fantasy has been thinking up all the ways you'd have fun with it.) Nemurune: (the THEATRICS, dokkun) Nemurune: (the PRESENTATION) Nemurune: we have so many options here how are we supposed to choose
Bootyyyshaker9000: Claws in my case. They grow back slower than nails, though they do grow faster than normal turtles. Either the crossing with nail genes or the healing factor. Bootyyyshaker9000: But they're also harder when they're shorter and more prone to becoming points.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But of course. If I am going to ACT, then I have to go all in. Bootyyyshaker9000: About the only time I can lie is when I'm playing a part. Bootyyyshaker9000: Donatello Hamato is honest to an almost fault. Bootyyyshaker9000: But Othello Von Ryan or Armbruster or Alien Turtle Number 3? Bootyyyshaker9000: Why, what is honest for them is who they are as a character! Bootyyyshaker9000: There is always good scheduling.
Nemurune: would they get in the way of your work? Nemurune: human nails can be a real pain sometimes Nemurune: but part of that is because they break so easily
Nemurune: your honesty is one of the things that i love about you Nemurune: but THIS is extremely charming
Nemurune: that's true ... Nemurune: what are you most intrigued by? Nemurune: out of the things we've talked about so far
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Nemurune: that makes sense
Nemurune: and that
Nemurune: DOESN'T make you uncomfortable? in the context of uh
Nemurune: this fantasy, specifically
Nemurune: i know you already said it doesn't but i want to be extra sure
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Well okay I learned many things.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But seriously, people's kinky stuff helped me guess ninety percent of our whole situation when we hit puberty even if I learned like four times more than I needed too about in theory stuff.
Bootyyyshaker9000: You having a kinky fantasy isn't a bad thing and you'd have to do more than have thoughts to make me uncomfortable.
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Nemurune: so this is fine
Nemurune: this is cool
Nemurune: what do you
Nemurune: do you have any thoughts about it
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Bootyyyshaker9000: So that is an intersection of interests in theory.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Admittedly my dubcon fantasies has been more feral based, but spring does that.
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Wanting to pull you into a river or nest, pin you down, utterly ravish you.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Just full turtlebrain.
Bootyyyshaker9000: You ignoring my warnings because you were to worried about my misery and came to me anyway.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Getting trapped for some dumb game thing that we ignored because I couldn't resist my pretty mate.
Bootyyyshaker9000: And the whole
Bootyyyshaker9000: Breeding kink thing.
Bootyyyshaker9000: That sort of thing.
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Nemurune: of things i want
Nemurune: when we're both ready for it
Nemurune: and by high up i mean
Nemurune: it's #1 on the "can't have it yet but for the future" column
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Beyond just being worried about me.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But yes, there definitely needs to be more practice.
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Nemurune: i want
Nemurune: to give you everything
Nemurune: everything you could dream of. no need to hold back. just you being able to be 100% who you are in that moment
Nemurune: and
Nemurune: well
Nemurune: one of mine has been "what if i hadn't smacked your instincts"
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Bootyyyshaker9000: You mean where you learned all the chirps?
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Nemurune is typing . . .
Nemurune: there was no way i was going to actually go along with it, for
Nemurune: multiple reasons, including but not limited to consent
Nemurune: ... the facet of you that deals with relationships propositioned me too, come to think of it
[ and she told him that she'd had A Dream. a fantasy. that she'd tell him about in the waking world. she never did get around to that, did she ...? ]
Nemurune: anyway. i'm starting to realise a startling number of my fantasies play around with consent ... ,,ԾㅂԾ,,
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Very deliberate choices.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Instinct I wouldn't have been sure on, I imagine part of it was my scent was on you.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But I mean, consent as a kink seems fairly common.
Bootyyyshaker9000: That's a pretty significant chunk of BDSM.
Bootyyyshaker9000: That's part of why safe words exist. If just going yes, no, maybe were clear signals, you wouldn't need This Is Ultra Serious Yes, No, Maybe. People want to say no without it meaning no.
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Nemurune: Instincts was
Nemurune: spicy
Nemurune: i think it was your scent and uh
Nemurune: i might have bared my throat and chirped at him
Nemurune: went from threat displays to flirting VERY quickly
Nemurune is typing ...
Nemurune is typing ...
Nemurune is typing ...
Nemurune is typing ...
Nemurune: oh
Nemurune: wow
Nemurune: now that you've put it like that it feels so obvious
Nemurune: (ㆆ_ㆆ)
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Submission is prey or mate when it's not family.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Instincts doesn't have a lot of wants out of life.
Bootyyyshaker9000: I have been on the internet A Lot. Also consent play is very popular in furry circles.
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[ the alternative would have been ... awkward.
and a very, very bad time ]
Nemurune: & im once again learning so much about so many things
Nemurune: having so many thoughts about the things
Nemurune: like
Nemurune: the whole
Nemurune: supervillain fantasy situation
Nemurune: that i accidentally sprung on you at 4am (sorry about that, i blame the painkillers)
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Bootyyyshaker9000: The internet is a wealth of information.
Bootyyyshaker9000: And porn. So much porn.
Bootyyyshaker9000: I was awake, it's no probbles.
Bootyyyshaker9000: So did you want to do it in reality?
Bootyyyshaker9000: There is a difference between just fantasizing about it and acting it out.
Bootyyyshaker9000: So do you just like thinking about it or do you actually want to experiment with consent play?
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Nemurune: what kind of fantasies
[ there is ]
[ A DELAY ]
[ while she rereads the rest of those messages several times over, and tries to get the buzzy buzzy buzzy feelings out without exacerbating her injuries ]
Nemurune: back in a minute im going to very quietly scream into a pillow
[ one prolonged aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA later ]
Nemurune: ok back
Nemurune: i think i'm interested in trying
Nemurune: it's
Nemurune in typing ...
Nemurune: i like the idea of being able to explore
Nemurune: the trill of feeling like im in danger, or i could be. the challenge. being pushed, pushing back
Nemurune: with the safety net of knowing that one word from either of us
Nemurune: would stop it immediately, and that any boundaries we set ahead of time would be respected no matter what
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Bootyyyshaker9000: All right.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Do you just want to do forcefulness or a villain hero roleplay?
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SHE ASKED, DIDN'T SHE ]
[ between her own godawful prior experience and what she remembers of snekmanji ...
ugh. ick. bad. bad. badbadbadbadbadbad. ]
Nemurune: super gross
Nemurune: (・_・”)/\(・_・”) a "no thanks!" hi5
Nemurune: that's a good question
Nemurune: i've never tried roleplay
Nemurune: in this context, that is - drama & acting were fun to dabble in at school
Nemurune: i've had other fantasies without the roleplay element
Nemurune: there was this one dream that stuck with me. with a chase. a hunt. fighting to get away. really making you WORK for it
Nemurune: not long before your heart, actually
Nemurune: it wouldn't have to be that, we've got plenty of options we could explore, but uh
Nemurune: considering the way i woke up from that one
Nemurune: it's
Nemurune: something i'd be interested in. if you are, too.
Nemurune: and i would be willing to try a roleplay if you're into the idea
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Bootyyyshaker9000: I could see myself enjoying roleplay. The dramatics, the flare, the costumes.
Bootyyyshaker9000: It sounds like a great time.
Bootyyyshaker9000: As for a chase
Bootyyyshaker9000: I do enjoy a game of tag.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Certainly had a thought of chasing down the cute but mean crushes.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Even if those were fictional characters.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But that was more heroics or crime over feral, but that could be fun.
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Nemurune: i didn't expect to like the biting as much as i do, let alone biting until blood's drawn
Nemurune: giving or receiving
Nemurune: but they both feel incredible
Nemurune: scratching would probably be okay too, for me
Nemurune: you've got those theater kid vibes, dokkun
Nemurune: whether you're playing villain or mad scientist or both, or something else - i'm not sure i'd make a good villain but heck, i'd be willing to try that too if you wanted
Nemurune: we could lean into heroics/crime for a chase?
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Though you say that and I'm tempted to actually let mine grow out some.
Bootyyyshaker9000: The biting I wasn't surprised by, just how hard it hits.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Nothing wrong with being a theater kid, Chocochu.
Bootyyyshaker9000: We could. We could also do feral. I could just be very chirpy the whole time.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Sometimes it is fun to let loose, its just not the way I usually think about.
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Nemurune: you should! nails grow fast, right? and they're easy to get rid of if you don't like them
Nemurune: i'd
Nemurune: love to see how they'd feel between my wings sometime
Nemurune: 👀
Nemurune: they're FUN vibes
Nemurune: (i have to confess: part of the fun of the heroes vs villains fantasy has been thinking up all the ways you'd have fun with it.)
Nemurune: (the THEATRICS, dokkun)
Nemurune: (the PRESENTATION)
Nemurune: we have so many options here how are we supposed to choose
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Bootyyyshaker9000: But they're also harder when they're shorter and more prone to becoming points.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But of course. If I am going to ACT, then I have to go all in.
Bootyyyshaker9000: About the only time I can lie is when I'm playing a part.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Donatello Hamato is honest to an almost fault.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But Othello Von Ryan or Armbruster or Alien Turtle Number 3?
Bootyyyshaker9000: Why, what is honest for them is who they are as a character!
Bootyyyshaker9000: There is always good scheduling.
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Nemurune: human nails can be a real pain sometimes
Nemurune: but part of that is because they break so easily
Nemurune: your honesty is one of the things that i love about you
Nemurune: but THIS is extremely charming
Nemurune: that's true ...
Nemurune: what are you most intrigued by?
Nemurune: out of the things we've talked about so far
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