Donatello "the air bud of war crimes" Hamato ([personal profile] othellovonryan) wrote2023-02-11 05:10 pm

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Noise

It starts as just irritation. A metaphorical crawling under your skin. Things are too noisy, too bright, there is too much happening all the time and you can't take it all in-

Then silence it, make it yours, make it you, take control and destroy what will not submit


It sounds so inviting, a freedom from the noise, but its wrong, its wrong, its wrong and the noise is getting louder, mechanical and foreboding as it sees you, it knows you are there, and it wants to make you apart of it.

Anatawa hitorijanai

For a moment, there is quiet.

You breathe.

And fall through water.
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-13 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Okay...Let's make a plan. Right now.
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-13 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Pff.]

This might be hard to believe, but I've managed to do it at least once.

[Actually. Since he sat down when she first touched it, this is probably where she'd be letting go.]
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-13 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[how does this keep happening whomst the fuck do people think they are why do people think they can tell her she can’t just drive herself into the ground to fulfill a stupid sense of moral obligation you blow out a dam wall one time and almost drown and suddenly everyone wants to know your ribs are intact remember when this was all just about winning a parkour contest to figure out who mom was maybe she could get some blasted sleep if the world would stop trying to end every five minutes did anyone ever think of]
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-13 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Hands on her hips. Stare at the ceiling for a minute. DEEP BREATH.]

Guess I walked into that one. Fine. In this plan, I will be safe.
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-13 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. We end up with limited options - sometimes it's just about making us uncomfortable. Sometimes it's about who's going to get hurt.
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-13 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well. That's. Her second body horror.]

...Hence, the bunker. If they're in there, then maybe that doesn't happen.

But - here.

[Aloy will go over and attempt to claim a screen to work with, doing her best to put in data she knows. Data she's had to live with. And present to the snapper.]

[CW: suicide references behind links. Attempting recipe: screen + Memory: Full Stop + Memory: The Medical Option, trying to craft Concept: Bunkers are tombs]
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-14 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
I can delve, but I couldn't stay down there.

Here's what I'm thinking instead. I - don't know how to make them myself. But I know you're better at me than this. Instead of hiding away, we remove the threat.

[He's asked her to draw up the pullcaster before, so hey. She'll try to draw up on the screen: to the left a fucking electric pulse bomb, on a scale for swarm warfare. To the right - a silver-haired man in sterile, futuristic clothes, lunging forward without a care as Aloy's arrows glance off an energy field that surrounds him.]
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-14 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Her face falls, seeing the memory. And hey, if she's still able to, a window for her screen: a short point of view, wobbling down a trail in the grass, mumbling to herself. A jerk, a cry of pain! A hand going to her forehead, coming away with blood. A boy taunts, no-mother, as he picks up another rock to throw.]

Stupid and petty.

[She swallows, and gets back to her planning.]

I was thinking the bomb might, if we could just get it exposed. No snake, no sacrifices. For the field - I think they perfected a prototype design of some armor I scavenged. There was data reporting on its development progress - some kind of 'hard light projector?'
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-14 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
And if they need to, they'll make a difference. Push you out, and keep you there -

[That's quick; she mostly catches the color. And it makes her wonder about what Donnie's reading, but she can't look into everything all at once. She falls back on her usual time management: try to scan the schematics with the goggles, to at least have data to review, before turning back to the red box.]

You've made them?

[Starting to step over to the box.]

Do you...have something that's going to overload?
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-14 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
An outcast. . .I’d like to meet her.

[She makes a face at the confirmed safeties. How many people say things like that to her, only to immediately find out about hubris? Aloy will sit down next to the box, and start investigating it. Seams, latches that the goggles can find?]

Well. I don’t know much about mystic fabrications. But if the snake can repress your, uh, ninpo, then a reliable power source and hard light projectors will be the best approach.
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-15 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
What about something the size of a backpack? Even if it puts a limit on how long it can run at a time. We had Erend carry something like that - if he could do it, I probably could, too.

[Is there something sharp around that she could use to start cutting her own seam? If there is, she’ll do that.]
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-15 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Do your best. It's the plan to keep me safe, remember?

[She'll select a sword for this job! Doesn't want to accidentally harvest this box for crafting material. Besides, maybe she can use the sword later.]
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[personal profile] despitethenora 2023-02-15 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[A shout, and she drops the box as it bursts, bringing up the sword!

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