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[othellovonryan]

Noise.

It starts as just irritation. A metaphorical crawling under your skin. Things are too noisy, too bright, there is too much happening all the time and you can't take it all in-

Then silence it, make it yours, make it you, take control and destroy what will not submit

It sounds so inviting, a freedom from the noise, but its wrong, its wrong, its wrong and the noise is getting louder, mechanical and foreboding as it sees you, it knows you are there, and it wants to make you apart of it.

Anatawa hitorijanai

For a moment, there is quiet.

You breathe.

And fall through water.

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[supersmashbro]

[ Step one: stop for a second to feel a LOT OF WAYS ABOUT ALL OF THIS, from the Mikey based vibes to the wondering how selfishness ties into all this moral compass stuff to, you know.

A fresh POV on his trust fall: x-treme edition.

It's weird to experience. Not for the feelings themselves, because he knows those like the back of his hand. The worry, the wanting to help and not knowing how, the panic, what it is to throw himself without a landing strategy because the most important thing is to be there and then figure it out--

It's weird because when he thinks back on that moment specifically, from his side, it's all highlight. Like "contender for the defining high point of his life to date despite all that led up to it" highlight. Certainty, love, pride, trust all the way down to the roots, finally understanding that they'd catch him. If he needed it, if he asked for it, someone would be there to catch him. It wouldn't be too much.

(He'd kinda forgotten what that certainty felt like. He doesn't remember how long ago.)

So gonna do processing of his own. Gonna take a second to be in his feelings because this is A Lot. ]