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[othellovonryan]

Noise

It starts as just irritation. A metaphorical crawling under your skin. Things are too noisy, too bright, there is too much happening all the time and you can't take it all in-

Then silence it, make it yours, make it you, take control and destroy what will not submit

It sounds so inviting, a freedom from the noise, but its wrong, its wrong, its wrong and the noise is getting louder, mechanical and foreboding as it sees you, it knows you are there, and it wants to make you apart of it.

Anatawa hitorijanai

For a moment, there is quiet.

You breathe.

And fall through water.

Comments

Re: Music

[pyrighteous]

[ Oh. All of that is just -

Hunter is immediately going to start crying, for starters. he frankly only reads through the first half before his vision gets too blurry to see. ]

I - I do feel understood by Donnie too. A-and I'm glad he though the same about me. I had friends back home, but it wasn't ... wasn't quite like this.

Re: Music

[othellovonryan]

[He smiles fondly at Hunter.]

Its really different. I wouldn't trade that experience for anything.

I'm glad I got to experience it with you.

Re: Music

[pyrighteous]

Me - me too. Yeah.

[ He swipes at his face and ... reads the rest ... ]

He, uh. He really did have a crush on me.

Re: Music

[othellovonryan]

....yeah. Took a bit to figure out, but...

[He shrugs ruefully.]

Leo is great and you're great and I love you both and want you to be happy. So I want it to work out.

Even if Leo is being weird and a dumb-dumb about his future.

Re: Music

[pyrighteous]

I - I hope he figures it out soon. I hope you two figure it out soon.

But ... yeah. Uh. Talk to him about it.

[ He's going to keep clicking - wait, does Orion have one too? ]

Re: Music

[othellovonryan]

[He nods.] We'll figure it out. Either we'll have a conversation about it or a fight, but one of those will get somewhere usually.

[There is indeed another icon that says Orion (Guard)]

Re: Music

[pyrighteous]

I still don't understand how a fight would do that, but...

[ He clicks on Orion (Guard) then! ]