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[othellovonryan]

"Yello yello, you're conversing with Donatello, inventor extraordinaire. Leave a message after the beep and I'll be with you soon enough."

Username: Bootyyyshaker9000

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[othellovonryan]

Oh good, its not that.

Not that I am opposed to trying, but that was going to be harrowing no matter how it turned out.

[bluediligence]

[ keels over backwards with a solid THUNK ]

[ and then a quiet "ow" because, wings, ]

That one gets a categorical nope from me.

[ groans ]

Haa. Although, now I'm starting to rethink the idea of keeping it a secret ...

[othellovonryan]

Makes sense.

For either way, we both have our own dad issues.

You can keep it secret if you want, I just had to check since that one seems...common?

Fanfics make it very hard to determine how common a kink is.

[bluediligence]

Well ...






There is ... one thing we could do.

[othellovonryan]

What?

[bluediligence]

A spreadsheet.

And a whole discussion.

Figure out what we're both definitely interested in, what we might be interested in, and things that are definite nos. We'd still have the spontaneity of trying things out in the moment, but we'd have some guidelines, and we'd know in advance where something might need more care …

[othellovonryan]

....

I do like spreadsheets.

[bluediligence]

Me too. They're fun.

Just ... as long as nobody else ever finds it.

[othellovonryan]

We could store it on my phone.

[bluediligence]

I will trust your security and your encryption.

[ ... ]

So ...

You know how you like being bossy sometimes?

[othellovonryan]

As you should.

Yes.

[bluediligence]

Can you tell me what you like about it?

[othellovonryan]

Control. [Immediate.]

And I like getting the reactions out of you.

[bluediligence]

[ pulls a wing into her lap so she can fidget with it. FIDGET PREENING ]

Do - [ clears her throat ]

Do you like it more when I fight you on it, or when I give you what I want?

[othellovonryan]

...

Both have their pros.

[bluediligence]

[ that should have been "what YOU want", wow ]

[ wiggles a bit ]

S-So. Control. Reactions, challenge, and submission.

... Authority? Not daddy kink.

[othellovonryan]

[Oh the wiggles.]

[Much blushing and going to bury his face in his new blanket.]

Authority is...probably good? I'm not sure the difference between it and being bossy?

[bluediligence]

Maybe it's just semantics? Different degrees in my head? Hmm. When I think about it for me, I know - I can be plenty bossy, and I know I like winning... taking control for a while, that kind of thing...

[ Hmm. ]

Well, anyway.

Imagine... you told me to do something.

And I said something like -

"Yes, sir."

How would that feel?

[othellovonryan]

Oh.

[bluediligence]

[ VERY much looking at the pin feather she's working on rather than at him. ]

Good?

[othellovonryan]

.....

Yeah, I could see that.

[bluediligence]

M-Me too. I mean -

I had a feeling that ... maybe you'd like it.

[ The acknowledgement; verbal validation that he has power and control. ]

[othellovonryan]

It is certainly something.




And you?

'Yes, ma'am?' Or sir for that?

[bluediligence]

[ Oooh. Hm. There's a pause, because she hadn't even thought ... ]

I don't know. It sounds nice, but I don't know if it gets me as much as -

... I probably shouldn't chirp that right now. Uhm, well, we could try it sometime, but I think? I think I'll probably prefer my name, for as long as you can still say it.

[othellovonryan]

You really shouldn't, the synapses are always firing in very contradictory ways. [Ugh ugh shedding discomfort.]

....

I could make you your own chirp. Like a sign language sign.